love....

Today I realized that there still something that cannot be expressed in words..my hands are trembling and I can still feel that strange feelings that ran through my body when u first touched my..i am out of words..i feel I cannot express it in words..i will never be able to..whatever I write will definitely be an incomplete work..what I felt then & what I feel today when I sleep in that empty bed every night cannot be put in words…words have their limitations..
I love you…that is where we started from and you held my hands or rather took my arms into yours…those warm soft hands touched mine & you pulled me towards you…my lips brushed against yours..again a soft lips touched mine..i could feel a ray of feelings running through my spine, my heart pounding fast..oh man I was about to cry when u touched me with passion & asked me “tumi amake chere chole jabe na to”….i wanted to say many things…I wanted to softly say in your ears that I love you baby and ami tomake chere kothao jabo na..i wanted to say that love me so much so that I can relive my lost days..you were the second person who was held so close to my body but the first person to whom I am writing these things as I was never asked to…this might not be nothing new for you…you might have held many girls that way but I was gradually melting in your arms…I was feeling like a kid who wanted to be pampered…you kissed me..you lips touched mine…I could feel my heart pounding faster..you kissed me again and again & held me in your arms..i felt that I could hide myself from all worries & tensions if you were around…in your arms I started feeling safe..n den your naughty hands went inside my t-shirt..u have smoky eyes..they sometimes speak nothing & sometimes it says it all…I could feel your hands caressing my body..those soft movements of your strong hands on my belly was making me wild..i found you undressing me..i was cold..i was so very much excited that I did not have the energy to play with you…we moved to the bedroom…draped in a sheet I was again in your arms again..you kissed m, bit me & kissed me again..we talked while you hid yourself inside in my naked body..i could feel that something was pulling me towards you…I could feel me kissing your neck & biting you hard…I could feel the fun of tuning you on…u were again on top of me..kissing and caressing me hard…too bodies were melting in each other…I could feel the passionate kiss..i could hear you say I love you shone..i can die to hear that again and again…every time your lips were near my ears , I could hear you saying that you love me & that made me feel like loving you more & more…& then…I could feel you inside me…the first feel of you inside me was something that I can never explain..you were mild..passionate..loving…gradually it turned aggressive…more and more aggressive..every time you made love you gave me marks..i see those marks now and feel the love..marks are good you know..i wanted you more & more!!every time I wanted to reach my height of pleasure you were out of me…I at one point of time hit you for that since I wanted more…but you were tired…we were done…but I was not done..
A cup of coffee in your arms made me feel that I was heaven…we talked..we talked of so many things…and again I was in your arms..your lips biting mine..you were again inside me..deep inside me..just not inside but embedded in my soul & heart..i wanted you tell me with passion that u loved me..i wanted you to say “I love you sona”..but u never said & I was at my heights…& then I just wanted to hug you…
You were about to leave…I didn’t want that…but alas no choice…just outside our gate you held my hands..i was again cold..i moved my hands…but once you were in the bus I wanted to hold you in my arms..i wanted you to hold my hands again…will u???