WHY???

Why doesn't the rain drops make me feel like dancing anymore?Why doesn't the scorching sun makes me feel like going to the river side any more?Why doesn't the warm cup of cha in the matir bhar makes my tired soul leap up in joy anymore?Why does the jams in road makes me feel me cranky when I have enjoyed it once?Why don't I feel like crying like a baby when I am sad?Why doesn't the long chats make me happy anymore?Why cannot I walk miles without getting tired?Why cannot I feel the warmth in the chilly evening?Why cannot I smell the strange smell in air that I used to feel?Why don't I feel beautiful when I dress up like a princess?Why don't I feel like behaving like baby when I am happy?Why don't I window shop just like that?Why don't I crave for chocolates like I used to do?Why don't I go crazy on seeing pav-Bhaji?Why don't I day dream of the perfect house that I want?Why don't I plan to fight & then plan to woo the same person?Why don't I feel that a strong hand is holding me tight?Why don't I feel that a eye is keeping a close watch on me?Why does the late night calls still make me feel that an unexpected call can come?Why don't I wait for the same phone ringing at 1.30 at night?Why don't I feel like feeding someone like I used to do?Why do I wait to for some to call me Mummum?Why doesn't it feel like loving to some one like a kid?Why don't I feel like calling someone with excitement to share my joy?Why do still miss those afternoons where we have shared so many dreams?Why do still look at the sky & the moon to say I love You?Why do I still miss those bike rides where you hid me behind you to save me from the rains?Why do I miss those looks of yours which said that you love me?Why do I miss those days when we went out with just 100 rupees in pocket?Why do I miss those days where we fought the whole night and loved each other the whole day?Why do I miss those rickshaw rides?Why do I miss your song?Why do I miss those feelings of getting drunk in your arms?Why do I miss those hide n seek game that we played with everyone?Why do I miss you when I know that I have reason to do the same?Why did you not come to take me away?Why did you kept on telling lies one after another?Why did you pretend to love me when you never did?Why did you make me see those dreams which never belonged to you?Why did you say that you loved me when you never did?Why did I chose you?why were the pujas so special for me?Why do I still miss the first ride on your bike?Why do I miss those lies that I said to save you?Why did I LOVE YOU? WHY????