analysis and inference...!!!

Updating formulae is not what I wanted to do all day long but that is what I am doing right now.. How bored and disgusted a little soul can be that she is blogging at 4:32pm from office that also on a Monday afternoon…well that’s how office and life is right now…suddenly it feels that nothing is in place!!! I feel it more because life was more or less perfect for few days…getting out of perfect things to a sudden trackless life is difficult!!! I don’t know what do people of my age group feels when they move out of a 5 years long relationship to a world where nothing is known but to me it’s rather shocking!!! I am shocked of the fact that I was so god damn stupid to believe that my beliefs would still work in this world…!!!
After years of struggle I actually came to believe that life is really bad and it cannot be good for me…dreams are restricted zone where I should not step into…love is a barred reality and I should stay away from it!!!
After a lot of analysis I boiled down to few very important points:
1) Do not call the person when you want to talk to him the most!!
2) If possible delete the number from your mobile(well that’s tough indeed)
3) Do not go to lunch with him.. if possible quit having lunch but do not go to lunch with him!!!
4) If you peep out of your desk and look at him to see that he is terribly hungry then do not go down to the cafeteria to get a pack of biscuits and a coffee. Do not get allured to pamper him!!!
5) If he is frustrated with work and he does not know what to do not rush ahead to pacify him!!!
6) If you go out shopping with someone and you like a dress then buy it immediately…!!! Do not wait for him to come up and confirm that the dress is good!!
7) If you want a smoke break then do not ping him, just catch hold of any one whom you see the first and run for break. If possible catch hold of that person whom u hate the most…that would also help you in quitting as well (remember you are again quitting for your beloved).
8) If you cook something great then make sure you don’t pack it for him. And if you do by mistake then make sure that you don’t get delighted when his eyes close out of pleasure of the taste of the food!!!
9) Don’t save money for gifting him the best gift in his Birthday!!!
And there are so many more things….
But as I was completing the 10th point I realized that these are things that makes me happy…shouldn’t I pursue my happiness…So at times analysis fails!!this time also analysis failed and I am happy to continue the way things are!!!