kamon achis amay chere??
kamon achis anek dure?
cholche kamon jibon chaka??
moner kon ta lagche faka??
accha akhono bayna koris??
ager maton du chokh voris??
gaite paris sei chena gaan??
sei chena sur sei oviman??
moner kotha r diary lekha..!!
dukkho hole bristi dekha..
janis ajo amar ghore,
mushal dhare bristi pore..
sedin jakhon chole geli,
poth alada bujhie dili..
sedin theke megh koreche,
upche duchokh jol jhoreche..
amar ghore keu asena..
lekha r pase keu bose na..
tobuo ami valoi achi..
swapno nie jibon bachi..
char se katah, bol tor katha..
kamon achis, khabor ki tor..??
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Sunday, September 4, 2011
goodbye...
Lets laugh together till the sweet tears oozes out,
Lets cry together till we realize its nothing about,
Lets fight together till we hold our points strong and stout,
Lets laugh together till tears oozes out...
Let us write a poem to read in the solitude,
Let us sing a song to hum unknowingly,
Let us dance to our favorite tune,
Let us make love like we have never done before.
Let us do all things that defines us,
Lets us relive our love,
Lets us accept we love each other,
And let us promise each,
Once we part,
Never to look back further!!
Lets cry together till we realize its nothing about,
Lets fight together till we hold our points strong and stout,
Lets laugh together till tears oozes out...
Let us write a poem to read in the solitude,
Let us sing a song to hum unknowingly,
Let us dance to our favorite tune,
Let us make love like we have never done before.
Let us do all things that defines us,
Lets us relive our love,
Lets us accept we love each other,
And let us promise each,
Once we part,
Never to look back further!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
analysis and inference...!!!
Updating formulae is not what I wanted to do all day long but that is what I am doing right now.. How bored and disgusted a little soul can be that she is blogging at 4:32pm from office that also on a Monday afternoon…well that’s how office and life is right now…suddenly it feels that nothing is in place!!! I feel it more because life was more or less perfect for few days…getting out of perfect things to a sudden trackless life is difficult!!! I don’t know what do people of my age group feels when they move out of a 5 years long relationship to a world where nothing is known but to me it’s rather shocking!!! I am shocked of the fact that I was so god damn stupid to believe that my beliefs would still work in this world…!!!
After years of struggle I actually came to believe that life is really bad and it cannot be good for me…dreams are restricted zone where I should not step into…love is a barred reality and I should stay away from it!!!
After a lot of analysis I boiled down to few very important points:
1) Do not call the person when you want to talk to him the most!!
2) If possible delete the number from your mobile(well that’s tough indeed)
3) Do not go to lunch with him.. if possible quit having lunch but do not go to lunch with him!!!
4) If you peep out of your desk and look at him to see that he is terribly hungry then do not go down to the cafeteria to get a pack of biscuits and a coffee. Do not get allured to pamper him!!!
5) If he is frustrated with work and he does not know what to do not rush ahead to pacify him!!!
6) If you go out shopping with someone and you like a dress then buy it immediately…!!! Do not wait for him to come up and confirm that the dress is good!!
7) If you want a smoke break then do not ping him, just catch hold of any one whom you see the first and run for break. If possible catch hold of that person whom u hate the most…that would also help you in quitting as well (remember you are again quitting for your beloved).
8) If you cook something great then make sure you don’t pack it for him. And if you do by mistake then make sure that you don’t get delighted when his eyes close out of pleasure of the taste of the food!!!
9) Don’t save money for gifting him the best gift in his Birthday!!!
And there are so many more things….
But as I was completing the 10th point I realized that these are things that makes me happy…shouldn’t I pursue my happiness…So at times analysis fails!!this time also analysis failed and I am happy to continue the way things are!!!
After years of struggle I actually came to believe that life is really bad and it cannot be good for me…dreams are restricted zone where I should not step into…love is a barred reality and I should stay away from it!!!
After a lot of analysis I boiled down to few very important points:
1) Do not call the person when you want to talk to him the most!!
2) If possible delete the number from your mobile(well that’s tough indeed)
3) Do not go to lunch with him.. if possible quit having lunch but do not go to lunch with him!!!
4) If you peep out of your desk and look at him to see that he is terribly hungry then do not go down to the cafeteria to get a pack of biscuits and a coffee. Do not get allured to pamper him!!!
5) If he is frustrated with work and he does not know what to do not rush ahead to pacify him!!!
6) If you go out shopping with someone and you like a dress then buy it immediately…!!! Do not wait for him to come up and confirm that the dress is good!!
7) If you want a smoke break then do not ping him, just catch hold of any one whom you see the first and run for break. If possible catch hold of that person whom u hate the most…that would also help you in quitting as well (remember you are again quitting for your beloved).
8) If you cook something great then make sure you don’t pack it for him. And if you do by mistake then make sure that you don’t get delighted when his eyes close out of pleasure of the taste of the food!!!
9) Don’t save money for gifting him the best gift in his Birthday!!!
And there are so many more things….
But as I was completing the 10th point I realized that these are things that makes me happy…shouldn’t I pursue my happiness…So at times analysis fails!!this time also analysis failed and I am happy to continue the way things are!!!
Sunday, November 28, 2010
few things in life.....
Few Things In life That you never forget and happens everyday....
Few Landline numbers that I will never forget...(in few cases you would find stars as it would be unfair to reveal them in public)...
1. Sreya Tarafdar : 556 ***3...a number that i have dialed innumerable times be it from a STD booth(dere were times when there was not even a landline at home leave aside a mobile) or from a landline..she was a real good friend in school who got lost in the troubles of young heart and mind...many unfair deeds from my side and many innocent tears from her side and today i would really say sorry from the core of my heart to the pretty lady who just broke all ties from us...
2. Avik Ranjan Chatterjee : 2556 ***1 : the number from where a call with well defined conversations would turn to a blank call if ma picked the call..a number which i often used to dial after days and charge the person on the other side for not calling me for days...(well i rarely give a chance to other people to talk when i am angry)...even though i am in touch with this person over mobile but could not memorize his mobile number by heart...
3.Suman Saha : 2*** 4632 : I can hardly forget this number..now i can never coz the last four digits is now our car number...but have had long talks through this number...from blank calls to long calls to fights to little deeds of friendship...this number has given it all...how can i forget those days of shikshyatan when my only incentive to go to school was to come back home and wait for the call from this person...
4.Amrita Talukdar : 2337 ***0 : Well my "best buddy"...she has really been through real hard times..have scolded me to pampered me like a child at different times...her mobile number is also my at my fingertips but this number is yet very special!!
5.Mom's Office Number : This is the number i have dialed hundred times to get in touch with ma and then had nothing to talk about...
Few Things I look Forward to in a normal day...
1.When in Kolkata I really used to look forward to a warm cup of tea from Ma after i landed home after a tiring day...
2.My roommate with a happy face when I return much more tired in Bangalore...
3.A sudden call from an old friend with nothing new to talk...
4.A volvo bus just in time...
5.A cool Bangalore with breeze with few good news and a smile on my face....
Few Things that make me smile when i look back....
1.John Sir's coaching classes with long addas and long cycle ride with a very good friend...
2.Childish act of my friends in school which made me cry...
3.Sneha's tiffin...
4.The boiled egg in Avik's Tiffin....
5.Book fair with the person I love...
6.Sudden visit of my boyfriend(ex though) on our anniversary which eventually happened to be my last day of exam....
7."Kodak moment" as defined by Shatavisha...
8.Long bike rides with my boyfriend(ex again) on highway and a warm cup of tea on a road side dhaba....
9.Proxy in class and then getting caught....
10.Bunking class for playing TT....
11.Uninterrupted adda in Kantakol with continuous flow of cha from Basuda!!!
12.Fights with friends...
13.Saroda's accident and then going to a coffee shop with broken leg and pain in her face...
14.Rationing the most important thing in life...
15.A bouquet from some whom u hardly know and a proposal from the same person in the middle of a busy road...
16.Copying in exams and explaining things to a friend who cannot copy...
17.Sarthak da's tuition....
18.Veg Party at sarthak da's palce and debu's reaction to it....
19."Gotilla" and "swalpa adjust madi" in Bangalore
20.Mota writting Prabir Ghosh as father's name and Sutapa saha(dats my mom) as mothers name in class assignment on pocket money
21.Mota calling me "Chu" till date...
22.Jokes of Dibyo where you at times find yourself in such a situation where neither can u laugh nor can you cry...but end up laughing...
23.Suranjana and her "friends"...
24.She and her pox just during the mock test....
25.Swarnodeep and his writings....
26.Crush on my best friend...and then crying for him all nights and then making fun on it today...
And many more....
Few Landline numbers that I will never forget...(in few cases you would find stars as it would be unfair to reveal them in public)...
1. Sreya Tarafdar : 556 ***3...a number that i have dialed innumerable times be it from a STD booth(dere were times when there was not even a landline at home leave aside a mobile) or from a landline..she was a real good friend in school who got lost in the troubles of young heart and mind...many unfair deeds from my side and many innocent tears from her side and today i would really say sorry from the core of my heart to the pretty lady who just broke all ties from us...
2. Avik Ranjan Chatterjee : 2556 ***1 : the number from where a call with well defined conversations would turn to a blank call if ma picked the call..a number which i often used to dial after days and charge the person on the other side for not calling me for days...(well i rarely give a chance to other people to talk when i am angry)...even though i am in touch with this person over mobile but could not memorize his mobile number by heart...
3.Suman Saha : 2*** 4632 : I can hardly forget this number..now i can never coz the last four digits is now our car number...but have had long talks through this number...from blank calls to long calls to fights to little deeds of friendship...this number has given it all...how can i forget those days of shikshyatan when my only incentive to go to school was to come back home and wait for the call from this person...
4.Amrita Talukdar : 2337 ***0 : Well my "best buddy"...she has really been through real hard times..have scolded me to pampered me like a child at different times...her mobile number is also my at my fingertips but this number is yet very special!!
5.Mom's Office Number : This is the number i have dialed hundred times to get in touch with ma and then had nothing to talk about...
Few Things I look Forward to in a normal day...
1.When in Kolkata I really used to look forward to a warm cup of tea from Ma after i landed home after a tiring day...
2.My roommate with a happy face when I return much more tired in Bangalore...
3.A sudden call from an old friend with nothing new to talk...
4.A volvo bus just in time...
5.A cool Bangalore with breeze with few good news and a smile on my face....
Few Things that make me smile when i look back....
1.John Sir's coaching classes with long addas and long cycle ride with a very good friend...
2.Childish act of my friends in school which made me cry...
3.Sneha's tiffin...
4.The boiled egg in Avik's Tiffin....
5.Book fair with the person I love...
6.Sudden visit of my boyfriend(ex though) on our anniversary which eventually happened to be my last day of exam....
7."Kodak moment" as defined by Shatavisha...
8.Long bike rides with my boyfriend(ex again) on highway and a warm cup of tea on a road side dhaba....
9.Proxy in class and then getting caught....
10.Bunking class for playing TT....
11.Uninterrupted adda in Kantakol with continuous flow of cha from Basuda!!!
12.Fights with friends...
13.Saroda's accident and then going to a coffee shop with broken leg and pain in her face...
14.Rationing the most important thing in life...
15.A bouquet from some whom u hardly know and a proposal from the same person in the middle of a busy road...
16.Copying in exams and explaining things to a friend who cannot copy...
17.Sarthak da's tuition....
18.Veg Party at sarthak da's palce and debu's reaction to it....
19."Gotilla" and "swalpa adjust madi" in Bangalore
20.Mota writting Prabir Ghosh as father's name and Sutapa saha(dats my mom) as mothers name in class assignment on pocket money
21.Mota calling me "Chu" till date...
22.Jokes of Dibyo where you at times find yourself in such a situation where neither can u laugh nor can you cry...but end up laughing...
23.Suranjana and her "friends"...
24.She and her pox just during the mock test....
25.Swarnodeep and his writings....
26.Crush on my best friend...and then crying for him all nights and then making fun on it today...
And many more....
Sunday, November 21, 2010
robbarer dupur bela.....
kono dino bhabi ni jiboner fele asha din eto mone porte pare...ami sunechilam erokom boyesh kale hoi...jokhon manush mrityur pothe hate...sei samay hoi karon manush tokhon khub ekla hoi pore tai bibhinno purono kotha mone pore...aaj bangalore e robbar dupur bela pathar jhol(definitely not cooked by ma) n bhat kheye jokhon ghum ta holo na tokhon laptop bhorsha..anek aje baje kaj korte korte hotat november er seshe ami kolkata ta te thakle ekta robbar dupure ki kortam mone pore gelo...
dupue gatiye mangsho bhat kheye ekti khub kacher manusher sathe chorom jhogra kortam...jani raag bhanganor janya amake berate niye jabe..jhogra ta sesher dike ashlei bolto "chol beroi"..oi samay rastae keu thake na..rickshaw er kech kech awaje kemon mone hoto ta ghumnto dupurta rege jache...tar raag bhanganor janya ami rickshaw ta k ektu taratari chalate boltam..ferry ghate pouche ganga ta par hote ashadharon lagto...joler chol chol awaj and shibpurer stobdhota theke kemon jeno kolkatar karmo byastotar dike egiye jawa...babughate nebe amar bondhu ekta cigarette dhorato...halka tan marte marte ar hat te hat te pouche jetam princep ghat..kichu lok jon thakto...chotto bacha ra khela korto..lebu cha ar ghoti gorom bikri hoto...pricep er bhetor dike ekta khub faka badhano ghat ache...jowar thakle jol ta anek ta uthe asto...nicher dike ekta shiri te giye bostam..jowar e jol bere pa bhijiye dito abar bhatae aste sei jol halka bhabe shore jeto...shunshan..stobdho..porto bikeler mithe rod..shanto...bikhipto bhabe premik premikara asto ektu nirjonotar khoje...ami kintu shanti te boshe praner kotha bole jetam...mone hoto sara saptaher klanti ta aste aste dhuye jache..kichukhon boshe rail line dhore outtram pouchotam...belun fatiye ar tip practice kore ekta choto bhare cha ar projapoti biscuit khetam ami..majhe majhe ekta nouka ta chore bostam..gongar thanda hawata kemon gaye chuye jeto alto kore...shurjyo dubbo dubbo korche...tar tej jotheshto kom tokhon...dure shohor dekha jache..halka bhabe kane ajaaner awaj asche majhe majhe...mon ta kemon faka hoi jeto..kemon computer format korar moto bepar ta hoto...halka hoi jeto sarir ta...nouka gulor bhetor ekta harican jole...halka alo dei...ghate oi alor ekta adbhut mayabi abesh toiri hoi...ghate nebe ekta pau-bhaji ar soda shikhanji!!adbhut moja chilo tate...okhan theke ekat taxi dhore nandan..pichone chayer dokan theke cha khetam ekta..oi chayer shaad alada...okhane amake sobai chinto...ajo oder sathe dekha korte jai jokhon kolkata jai..shit asche bole new amrket ta tokhon ekta anya rup dharon korto...lok jon jama kapor aro koto ki...aste aste ekta bus be shuttle dhore bari...abar rickshaw chore nijer chena ghore..abar apekha..porer robbarer ar bhabne notun jhograr topic ki hobe...
dupue gatiye mangsho bhat kheye ekti khub kacher manusher sathe chorom jhogra kortam...jani raag bhanganor janya amake berate niye jabe..jhogra ta sesher dike ashlei bolto "chol beroi"..oi samay rastae keu thake na..rickshaw er kech kech awaje kemon mone hoto ta ghumnto dupurta rege jache...tar raag bhanganor janya ami rickshaw ta k ektu taratari chalate boltam..ferry ghate pouche ganga ta par hote ashadharon lagto...joler chol chol awaj and shibpurer stobdhota theke kemon jeno kolkatar karmo byastotar dike egiye jawa...babughate nebe amar bondhu ekta cigarette dhorato...halka tan marte marte ar hat te hat te pouche jetam princep ghat..kichu lok jon thakto...chotto bacha ra khela korto..lebu cha ar ghoti gorom bikri hoto...pricep er bhetor dike ekta khub faka badhano ghat ache...jowar thakle jol ta anek ta uthe asto...nicher dike ekta shiri te giye bostam..jowar e jol bere pa bhijiye dito abar bhatae aste sei jol halka bhabe shore jeto...shunshan..stobdho..porto bikeler mithe rod..shanto...bikhipto bhabe premik premikara asto ektu nirjonotar khoje...ami kintu shanti te boshe praner kotha bole jetam...mone hoto sara saptaher klanti ta aste aste dhuye jache..kichukhon boshe rail line dhore outtram pouchotam...belun fatiye ar tip practice kore ekta choto bhare cha ar projapoti biscuit khetam ami..majhe majhe ekta nouka ta chore bostam..gongar thanda hawata kemon gaye chuye jeto alto kore...shurjyo dubbo dubbo korche...tar tej jotheshto kom tokhon...dure shohor dekha jache..halka bhabe kane ajaaner awaj asche majhe majhe...mon ta kemon faka hoi jeto..kemon computer format korar moto bepar ta hoto...halka hoi jeto sarir ta...nouka gulor bhetor ekta harican jole...halka alo dei...ghate oi alor ekta adbhut mayabi abesh toiri hoi...ghate nebe ekta pau-bhaji ar soda shikhanji!!adbhut moja chilo tate...okhan theke ekat taxi dhore nandan..pichone chayer dokan theke cha khetam ekta..oi chayer shaad alada...okhane amake sobai chinto...ajo oder sathe dekha korte jai jokhon kolkata jai..shit asche bole new amrket ta tokhon ekta anya rup dharon korto...lok jon jama kapor aro koto ki...aste aste ekta bus be shuttle dhore bari...abar rickshaw chore nijer chena ghore..abar apekha..porer robbarer ar bhabne notun jhograr topic ki hobe...
Saturday, November 20, 2010
sanga dite hobe.. anga pete gele.
sanga dite hobe..
anga pete gele...
my dearest roomie said dese words even without knowing what she is saying just for the sake of rhyming....but just thought that how true these words are..today relations happen just for a night..they start over a mug of beer..with a drive back home and finishes off with some regular sins that happen in bed...are relations so much superficial that they cannot even last for a life time..!!!just wondered!!!
anga pete gele...
my dearest roomie said dese words even without knowing what she is saying just for the sake of rhyming....but just thought that how true these words are..today relations happen just for a night..they start over a mug of beer..with a drive back home and finishes off with some regular sins that happen in bed...are relations so much superficial that they cannot even last for a life time..!!!just wondered!!!
Friday, November 19, 2010
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